I need a hobby! I feel like i have nothing that can help me.?

To me it sounds like you are spending too much time trying different avenues. I just sent an e-mail to a group talking about the difference between the average Joe and someone who excels at a particular task/hobby/job. Have you considered taking one chore and attempting to be the best at it. It is a very fine line to cross, and one that takes determination and skill to cross. But once you cross that line and know it, the emotional and possibly financial rewards will make it worth the effort.